I was told that I needed to go for my Initiation ceremony and instructed to wear this skimpy gown open on both sides, looking like a window drape with a hole in the middle for my head to go through, thinking what the hell is this. None of my fellow elders would tell me anything about what was going to happen since everything is done in complete secrecy. I was somewhat apprehensive. On the other hand, I thought back about my Interview and Calling ceremonies. Never did I think I had an attraction to men, but in reality I did and still do, but tried as hard as I could to shrug it off. This time, I thought it would be different. Well it was very different.

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